Hello, the void? No I won’t hold

It is true, I am back to whimper into the void. Now I know this looks to be new year but the only link is my sisters bought me a laptop for Christmas so now I am able to update again. My goal is to update with something quickly. I need to have deadlines, I need pressure. I have been consistent about writing since I moved out from the apartment my ex and I shared but its all been shit. Over the past few months I have been trying to figure out what the problem is and my current theory is that I need actual deadlines to force myself to focus on finishing a story. Now the issue is no one reads this so there is no real deadline. How do adults create deadlines they can stick to? I’ve never understood it. Whatever, I’ve got to keep trying.